Thursday:August 24,2006
In the comp lab wif Akira initially...Checking mail,sch forums and blogging of coz...Aniwae...This is for you Sayang...(I definitely have something for you as well...)
Firstly, i have to say that im the LUCKIEST GERL on Earth to have a boyfriend like you...Patient,tolerant,understanding,a great listener,loving,caring and a gentleman....etc(it will be an endless list...)Very patient and tolerant with me even when im moody/angry...Able to understand my wants and needs...Someone whom i can look up to and share with when i have problems... Always shower me with endless love that cant be described with words...Always and ever concern abt me...
Secondly, i want you to know that i will always love you even after what had happen...For every obstacles that we had went through together after 4+ yrs, made me treasure and appreciate your love even more...It made me understand and feel what it was like to hurt someone whom you love dearly...Not to be able to compromise and understand the needs of theirs...Unable to put one in the shoes of others...
Lastly, i want to say that im truly sorry for every single words and actions that i have done/said to hurt/anger/upset you...I admit there were times when i did/said something without thinking abt your feelings...All i wanted was revenge...At times,i was just being senseless, self-centered and ignorant...But i regretted my actions...I shouldnt have treated you that way...Bt you had always been brave to swallow them...And still treat me with respect...Never to be angry,scold or raise your voice at me...I know that saying sorry aint enough to show how regretful I am of my actions...Bt the least i could do is to give my love to you and share my life with you...All that i wanted and asked for is to be loved...
With love,
Nur Shafinah...
