As morbid as it seemed, i choose to deny the fact that i
need to revamp this stale & sedentary blog that has been
the victim to my blogshop updates only. Despite being too
attached to the cyber world, I've miserably failed to make
any efforts to update on MY life. Just a click can disorientate
my being. Paranoidly checking my emails every single time
of the day or just being immensely obliged to Facebook. How
ironic that we would subject ourselves to such responsibility
of unnecessities & yet neglect our primary obligations.
On a side note, I always find myself swimming in an oasis,
analyzing your thoughts perpetually. My selfish ignorance
at times could be detrimental yet you stubbornly choose to
stay by. We rarely agree with each others' opinions yet we
keep running back & clinging to each others' shoulder. Spare
me your preachings about being independent. Even you
self-reliant beings cynically choose to deny the need to be
pampered when for the fact that we can't help but wanting
to feel treasured & appreciated at times.
At least I'm well aware of my integrity.
I shamefully admit how much i admire your courage, making
it look so effortless even though i knew it's draining your patience
away. Still, i enjoy being mad with you frm time to time just
because i know you wouldn't turn your back on me. No wonder
i give up looking for a replacement even before i think about it.
Because darling, you got me stuck with you.
And I love you so.
