and the next minute it was all wrong.
nothing was right and perfect.
so jumbled and messed up.
happy and cheerful like it has always been.
and just that once.you said it like you mean it.
and it soured the rest of our night.
today wasnt one of my best days.
was in one of my most foul mood ever.
yet,you didnt seemed bothered a single bit.
smetimes it makes me wonder.
where had all those sweet whispers
of yours gone to.
the promises that you vowed to.
and words of assurance disappear to.
i had wonder.
if you meant every single word of it.
or does it even mean anything to you?
i had wonder.
time to time.
i had reassure myself.
bt each time i do.
it had cme crushing my hopes.
where were you when i needed you?
you said that you'd be there for me.
too often you utter those words.
bt it seemed as though they're just
words without any meaning to it.
it feels like im just a living body
without a soul.all dead and lifeless.
really wish i could just find a place.
a place for me to dwell and drown myself
in my own misery.
did u even notice the pain in my eyes?
i doubt u did...
