so caught up with my feelings.
all my thoughts distressed.
behind the smiles you see.
hid a thousand pain.
failing to see beyond these eyes.
i drowned in my own tears.
how could you be so blind?
u said a word.
bt i couldnt make a sound of it.
fooled by all the laughter.
i burned deep down.
failing to hear the sadness in my voice.
i condemned in my own world.
how could you be so deaf?
you saw those eyes.
those eyes that seek for love.
you hear those voices.
those voices that cried for attention.
yet you chose to be mute.
how could you be so ignorant?
cant you see what i needed?
the needs of a woman?
to be loved and cared for?
to be understood?
arent we suppose to make sacrifices?
isnt that part of the battle?
.im lost for words.
.im pissed.
.and it hurts me so.
.im sorry.