Tuesday: December 19, 2006
All it takes is just one stupid mistake
Chaos and agony was created
Anger and hatred is the effect of pain
Causing wounds to rupture
Apologies isnt the medicine
To heal the wounds I've created
Bt sincerity and forgiveness
Is all it takes to soothe the pain
To forgive and forget
Is part and parcels of life
Yet memories remain
Leaving a scar
Scarred from the wounds.
Im sorry for causing so much pain
Hurting you countlessly
But i was tormented with great pain
That i relentlessly fight
Bt to no avail
It empowers my emotions
And so speaks my actions
Rudeness and harshness
My selfish being
Never give any thoughts
To anything else
Not even your feelings
Except revenge
To see you hurt
Tormenting with pain
Pleasuring it in vain
I went to the extent of hurting you
Suicide maybe
I dont know
Because i didnt care
My feelings were turmoiled
I was in a state of pandemonium
I couldnt hold on to myself
Not any longer
Im sorry
This will be my last post with effect from December 20-January 8 2007
I will update once im back from the holidays
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR