Saturday: December 16, 2006
A nightmare...
Decisions i make...
Regrets i live with...
Oh God...
Take me to my deathbed...
And let me end this pain and agony...
I couldn't take it anymore...
I'm hurt...
I'm tired...
Of fighting with my emotions...
Depression accompanies me...
Day and Night...
By every minute...
Suicide i wish for...
Madness has conquered me...
Leaving me in chaos...
To my beloved,
every breath i take,
i'm reminded of you
though you're far away,
you're close to my heart
i'm falling so deep in love with you
i'm so touched by the way you held me yesterday
by the emotions you put through
i'm sorry for being cold
i didn't want it to end
i was just angry
disappointed
sad...
i love you...