Friday: December 8, 2006
Bored...as usual...
Was awake at 4.30am...
Bt fall asleep by 5 then...
Bgn kul 9 like usual...
hmmm...
Boring siak...
Shud have went out...
Dunnoe where...
Bt anywhere far from home...
It sucks...
The longer i stay at home...
The more i'm stressed...
nobody to talk to...
Everyone is busy with their own life...
Including Hakim...
SMS him online oso nvr reply...
Haiz...
Wat are bfs for...
I oso dunnoe...
Haiz...
Promised myself to go out on Mon...
Anywhere...
With anybody...
mebe with Azlin...
And with Ran...
Gayu...mebe...
Or Alone...
I dunnoe...
Havent decide...
Waiting for the gerls to confem wif me...
mebe go out on my own...
to somewhere serene...
and peaceful...
so that i can cleanse my soul...
Does such places even exists??
I dunnoe...
Mebe to the seaside...
Haiz....
sometimes...
i just feel like crying...
sometimes...
i feel like shouting...
sometimes...
im happy...
sometimes...
im upset...
sometimes...
im angry...
bt now...
i dunnoe...
i just feel lonely...
nobody to be there for me...
not even him...
bt thats ok...
somehow...
someday...
i have to be independent...
not always relying on others...
and that day shud begin from todae...