Thursday: November 23, 2006
Im CONFUSED!!!
I hated you...
For putting me through this...
YET...
I missed you...
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME???
All i asked for is not too much...
I only asked you to spare me a little time...
A little time for me...
Untuk i lepaskn rindu...
Yet...
You've made the wrong decision...
By choosing to hurt my feelings???
You've hurt me BAD...
And there's no apologies for that...
The pain and anger that you put me through...
Was like an arrow...
That pierces through my heart to the very last vein...
Fiery ruptures through my soul..
With no fear in vain...
Mebe you hadnt realised how much you've hurt me...
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I had sleepless nights...
Because I was thinking of you...
Thinking and missing you every sec...
My phone was never out of my reach...
As i waited and hoped that you had called me...
Even in the wee hours...
But i knew you wouldnt...
Coz you're already asleep...
Mebe snoring your way into dreamworld..
I was dumb and foolish to wait...
Coz i didnt want to believe that Im living an illusion
Bt hours turn to days...
Yet you didnt call me when you could...
I was upset and disappointed...
Even though i could...
I chose not to talk to you at night...
Swithching off my hp...
Or unwillingly entertain you.
In vain...
I try to hide my disappointment...
Yet...
I cant help crying even as we're talking...
Bt you hadnt had the slightest idea...
As i try to remain calm n casual during our conversation...
Hmm...
Im sorie i had reacted that way...
Bt i couldnt help venting my anger...
SWEET REVENGE if thats wat it is...
